Tuesday, August 30, 2005
Death feels so close. I know that my days are numbered. I don't know how I know; I just know.
I am not afraid. As I have always said, I will welcome death when it comes. I just feel sad for those I will leave behind. On the other hand, I feel more alive now that I know that I am dying. I appreciate life more than ever, now that it is slowly slipping away. I just hope that I will have enough time to make my dreams come true. I just hope that I will have enough time to say "sorry" to all the people I've hurt, and to make amends. I just hope I will have the chance to tell all the people in my life how much they mean to me and how much I love them before I go. With very little time in my hands, I hope I won't leave any good undone.
Posted @ 7:38 PM
